00:00:00INTERVIEW WITH DAVID MOYER FEBRUARY 11, 2022
MF: My name is Mary Foltz, and I'm here with David Moyer to talk about his life
and experience in LGBTQ organizations in the Lehigh Valley as a part of the
Lehigh Valley LGBT Community Oral History Project. This year, our project has
funding from ACLS, and David and I are meeting at Trexler Library at Muhlenberg
College on February 11, 2022. So, David, thank you again for speaking to me
today. DM: My pleasure.
MF: We signed a consent form before we began, but I just want to go back through
just a few consent questions. Do you consent to this interview today?
DM: I do.
MF: Do you consent to having this interview transcribed, digitized, and made
publicly available online?
DM: I do.
MF: Do you consent to the archive using your interview for educational purposes
in other formats like films, articles, websites, presentations?
DM: I do.
MF: And do you understand that
00:01:00you'll have 30 days after I give you the
transcript of this interview to identify parts that you want to delete or to
withdraw the interview from the project entirely?
DM: I do.
MF: Great. So this is our second interview, I'm so excited to be back with you
today and we ended our last interview with a discussion of your marriage, so I
thought we'd start there. Could you tell me a little bit about your marriage and
that first year of married life?
DM: Oh, sure, yeah. The main reason that we got married was because my former
wife was pregnant, and that was a long story I think, which is part -- in the
first part. But what I didn't get to say was we had -- well, we had a military
wedding. It was a Lakehurst, New Jersey, and it was the Chapel of the
00:02:00Air on the base.
It was small, we were only supposed to have a hundred people there -- well we
had about a hundred people for the wedding itself, and it was only supposed to a
hundred people for the reception, but unfortunately, it also happened to be a
weekend that my unit that I was still a part of was drilling that weekend as well.
So there were probably about, close to 300 other people there, and they just
casually crashed the reception, which was fine, I mean nobody got upset at that.
But one of the things too that you don't see in traditional weddings is that my
then sister-in-law and brother-in-law, my wife's sister and
00:03:00brother-in-law, they
really -- their wedding gift was the wedding. They paid for everything other
than the marriage license, the blood test, and the rings. But they also paid for
the honeymoon, and the entire wedding party went to Atlantic for the honeymoon.
We got down there, Betsy and I were supposed to have the bridal suite, and Will
and Donna were going to just have the other room. Betsy could've cared less
about the wedding suite, so she said, "The two of you take it, we're fine where
we are, we'll do that," sorry for [inaudible]. That's what we did and then we
met down in the casino, and I -- there's a lot of things that I know remember. I
don't remember the name of the casino that we stayed
00:04:00at. It was not Trump, and
it wasn't any -- it was some awful mall one.
But anyway, so we went down in their dining area, and we had something to eat,
and Betsy wanted to go gamble, so her and Donna went gambling, and Will and I
went barhopping because we knew the bars. So that's what we did and then I don't
know what time they got back to their room, but Will and I got back later,
pretty well lit.
We slept in and get up in the morning, met downstairs, checked out, and then we
found a diner. We didn't want to have food in the casino area, so we just did
that and then we drove back to Lakehurst, and they got in their car and went
back up to New York, and we came back to Pennsylvania. So that was the
00:05:00honeymoon adventure.
Well often, Will and I would go up to New York because they were living in
Yorktown Heights at the time in Upstate New York, and we would go up for the
weekend. We spent a couple of times there. I would go up more than Will would
because he had to work sometimes on the weekends, and that went on until -- that
was March of '88.
Our daughter was born April 4th of '88, and she was premature, and she was
supposed to have been born in October, I don't remember the time. She was like
eight or nine weeks early, she was really a preemie, so she spent several months
in the hospital
00:06:00before they'll let her home, well until she reached the right
weight. So we would go up on weekends.
We didn't go to bars. I don't think I was in any gay bar up in the area where
they lived because there weren't any that we knew of. And we didn't need to go
to the bars because we would drink at home, and that was it. And that went on
for -- the marriage was -- ended in 1996, and that's another story in itself,
which I really don't want to get into in here. But in that time frame, I was
still working at Olin.
00:07:00Now, I had started at Olin Corporation in 1972, and they closed in October of
1988, it was just a few months after our daughter was born. And the bad thing
about that was the day I lost my full-time job at Olin, I also lost my part-time
job as an aerobics instructor and fitness instructor with the Body Factory, and
they were located in Whitehall at the time, so I had no income.
Well, the only income I had was my reserve time, and that was once a month, so
it wasn't very much. The interesting thing is that one of my aerobic students at
that time had worked for the Morning
00:08:00Call, and she was one of two reporters,
health reporters for the city. And Rose knew about my medical background, that I
was a nurse, and all that so she said, "There's a position that's opened up at
the -- in the city of Allentown at the health department that you might be good
at." She's like, "And I don't know that you might -- " she says, "I know you're
really good at it," so she gave me the information of who to go see in that.
So I walked in, and at that time, the health department was located above the
central firehouse on Chew Street between Seventh and Eighth, and they were on
the second floor. So I went in, and I spoke to the clerk -- one of the clerks
that was there because they had a whole bank of clerks for different departments
there. And I said, "I was told that there's a position open in the city that I
might be interested
00:09:00in, it was in HIV/AIDS," and they said, "Well, Ann isn't
here at the time," -- she was the director, Ann Taylor, not the clothing
designer, I know, -- "but she'll be back after lunch."
I left, I came back, and I was just coming in to inquire and sat down with Ann
and just that brief talk wound up being a three-hour interview, and I said, "I
don't have a resume." I had a resume, but I had it for being a fitness
instructor because I also had that, and that's really what I wanted to do, I
wanted to continue being the aerobic instructor in that because you never --
look at me now, but anyway.
So she said, "Well, [Linnie?] if you can
00:10:00get a resume to me by such and such a
date, we can consider that." So I had to go home, and at that time, we didn't
have the computers, we had the regular typewriters, and I had to go and make a
resume, which I took back. And then she said, "Are you available to talk to
another person here?" and I said, "Sure," so there was another two-hour discussion.
Now, they had already hired one person for the department because they were just
starting up their HIV counseling and testing. The health [inaudible] was
counseling and testing with all the nurses that were there because they didn't
have an HIV/AIDS department at that time.
So they had another Hispanic woman, Linda, and they had another person in mind
who was also a Hispanic man, and they really wanted somebody who can speak
Spanish because of the
00:11:00population. Unfortunately, I don't speak any Spanish --
well I do, but they're all dirty words but that's neither here or there, but I
knew how to draw blood. That was the thing that got me in was that I could do
that and I had that medical background, so, and we were hired.
At that time, we were hired as independent contractors for the city, and the
city was union. So I got hired, and I guess about two years into the job,
somebody in the union got word that all these people -- because a lot of the
people that worked for the health department at that time were considered
contract employees, most of them were, and that was a no-no. And the union said
that "You either need to make these people employees or you need to get rid of
them." And
00:12:00these are all grant-funded programs, and they're not about to lose
all this grant money, so they hired us.
They grandfathered most of the thing, but they didn't grandfather the time that
we had there, so I lost two years of that, so I was a city employee. And prior
to that, I knew what was going on with -- I knew that -- I knew about HIV and
AIDS, but I didn't know a whole lot of what was going on because we really
hadn't started testing yet in the military. And one of the things that really
helped me and my coworker Linda is that they actually sent us down to the CDC in
Atlanta, Georgia, for our formal training of how to do that -- how to do testing
-- counseling and
00:13:00testing, which was excellent.
I'm working and I'm doing counseling and testing but not really knowing a whole
lot, still learning more about this transmission and all that good stuff because
now we can test. So really what I'd like to do before I get further is to go
back and give a little history about HIV in the area. And I do apologize, I have
this written down, and I really want to get it right, so bear with me if
[inaudible] here, so...
Let me take you back to the start of HIV/AIDS, and this may help paint a better
picture of what was happening in Allentown back in the day. On June 5th of 1981,
the
00:14:00CDC, Center for Disease Control in Atlanta, Georgia, reported a few cases of
a rare disease in young, gay men and intravenous drugs users. The symptoms such
as Kaposi's sarcoma and Pneumocystis pneumonia, they're generally usually seen
in older individuals.
The pneumonia is typically seen in patients who were static from surgery, so
they have to be flat and not moved, and that they would develop this
Pneumocystis pneumonia, which is in the lungs. And then the other form with the
Kaposi, it' a form of cancer that is usually seen in elderly, Mediterranean men,
now -- and that can be internal or external. What happens is it leaves these --
looks like black and blue marks on the body like the person was beat-up, and
those black and blue marks can be either internal
00:15:00or external.
No one knew how or where it started; we just knew it was beginning to spread.
Everyone was scared, hospitals were starting to see more and more young men with
these conditions. There was no definite treatment or medications available.
Doctors were not even certain how it was being transmitted, so a lot of
quarantine procedures were set into place.
Some hospitals were using full-body suits to go into patients' rooms. A protocol
of no physical contact with patients was placed -- put into place and -- with
big signs on the doors. Food trays and even bed linens and gowns were placed
just outside the doors, and the patients, if they were able, had to fend for
themselves if they were not bedridden, and a lot of times, the patients were
dying, and they were dying alone. No one wanted to go near those
00:16:00 people.
The first few years of HIV were the worst for everyone. There wasn't a name for
it at this time for this condition, as yet a blood test had not been devised,
and they were starting to call it HTLV-III, later that was renamed GRID,
gay-related infectious disease. And at the time, the gay people were starting to
be discriminated against even more. We were the carriers and the cause of this
disease. It was God's wrath because we were all bad people, and we deserved what
God had placed upon us, all gays and all drug users deserved to die.
Organizations were starting to spring up in response to the AIDS crisis, ACT UP,
which was the AIDS Coalition to Unleash Power, and the GMHC, Gay Men's Health
Crisis Center, and they were located primarily in New
00:17:00York. And they were all
working to help find out more about this condition and to help those infected --
and affect -- infected men affected by HIV/AIDS. Because of these organizations
and their push to find out more about what was happening to this -- to their
community, we now had a test to determine what we were fighting -- a virus,
specifically HIV, human immunodeficiency virus.
We had our first medication, AZT, we know definitely how this virus is and is
not transmitted, and yet, people were still getting infected, people were still
dying, and now the virus had crept into the mainstream heterosexual population.
Straight women, straight men, and babies were getting infected. We were seeing
more progress -- some progress, but we still did not have enough. Our friends
were dying, and there was no
00:18:00one there to intervene for them.
So fast-forward to 19 -- the years 1985, '86 in Allentown, Pennsylvania. A group
of concerned citizens mostly from the Stonewall Bar, Candida's Bar, and Jeff's
City Line Pub, and the patrons who supported these establishments, these people
live and work in Lehigh Valley formed what is known as FACT, Fighting AIDS
Continuously Together.
They held an event called The FACT Bar Games, which was held in the gay resort
in the Poconos at Rainbow Mountain. That was the summer of 1986. This was all
due to the AIDS crisis in the Lehigh Valley. I had heard about FACT, but I
really didn't know or participate in any of their fundraising events.
So I knew about them, but I didn't participate because I
00:19:00wasn't out-out with
that part, but I had friends. And back then, you had a group of friends that you
had dinner with, you partied with, you went here and there. Occasionally, you'd
go to the bar, but if you were single and didn't have anybody, that's who you
leave when you went to the bar, that's when you had the bar scene but...
So I knew about it, and now we were testing in the military, and it scared the
hell out of me because the first time I got tested, because I was very
promiscuous, very promiscuous. To this day, I still don't know how I dodged the
bullet, so to speak. I was tested last year just for the sake of getting tested
even though I haven't been active in quite a few
00:20:00years. But I know I needed to
get more involved, so... There were people that were coming in to the health
department for testing who knew about FACT, and they had said that maybe I
should go to a meeting or something, an event or I should go to an event, that's
what it was.
Eighty-six, I think it was the fourth or fifth Summer Games that was up at
Rainbow Mountain, so I was invited to come up and have a table -- a display
table from the health department and promote it. A lot of gay men didn't want to
go to the health department because we were looked at
00:21:00as the health police,
still are.
It's gotten better, but I think one of the things that helped is that they had a
gay man working in the health department doing this that they could trust. And I
think that really helped at least get to where that we, hey, there's somebody
there that you can go to, you could ask for, and you could feel comfortable with.
So I decided that we need to do testing up at the Summer games. It's a safe
place, everybody's -- there is an LGBT part of the community, and what a better
place to do this, so I started doing testing up there. The games always started
at noon and always ended at 6:00,
00:22:00and that first year that I had tested, I was
still testing at ten o'clock at night, and back then, it still took two weeks
for test results.
Now we're up in Rainbow Mountain, up in Carbon County or Monroe County, I'm not
sure where -- yeah, Monroe County but you had to come back to Allentown to get
your test results, so, which is what they did. We tested up there and like the
following week I said, "If we're going to do this, I need help." I said, "We
need more than just me doing the counseling and testing," and I said, "We really
need to have somebody that's just going to be able to draw blood," so that's
what we did.
So we started just having a phlebotomist full time with us even though we could
all draw blood, which just makes it so much easier when you have that amount of
people that you can just keep testing and educating and doing that
00:23:00 stuff.
So I think it was about 1992, I went to -- I was asked to come to a board
meeting, which is what I did, and that time they were meeting at -- in one of
the meeting rooms at what was then the Hilton at Ninth and Hamilton, and they
had probably 25 people on their board at that time. We're down to 13 now at present.
So they asked me if I wanted to join the board, and I said, "Sure, why not?" By
now, I have lost some people and -- but my first -- first person I had lost even
before I got into -- with the city, I was still
00:24:00working at Olin, and a good
friend of mine, his name was Chuck, would always go to Atlantic City for the summer.
My late husband and I were walking into the Rendezvous bar down in Atlantic
City, and Chuck was coming out of the bar, and this is in the daytime around
noon or so. And he had all these black and blue marks all over him, and I said
look, I said, "Wow," I said, "you get into a fight?" He said, "No," he says,
"they're -- it's called Kaposi's, and the doctor thinks that I need to be more
in the sun" and then like two months later, he was dead.
And I think this is really, really what got me
00:25:00more into the activism part was
the Lark Inn, which was one of the big bars in Atlantic City, they knew Chuck,
and they did a fundraiser for him to help pay for funeral and all that good
stuff. I think this is something that I can get behind and that I -- not that I
can get behind, that I need to get behind. So that's probably the first part of
my activism, which is small steps.
So I joined the FACT board, and they were still not sure if I was gay or
straight because I didn't say I was gay or straight, they knew I was married and
had a daughter. And it happened to be at one of the Summer games that we were up
at -- and we were all having dinner together,
00:26:00and I started talking about my
partner Will.
And they just tilt their head like, "Well," -- [coughs] -- excuse me, "what --
what's the story here, are you gay, are you straight, are you bi?" I said,
"Well, I've been all three," but I said, "but I'm gay, I'm gay," and I said,
"the person that I'm with is the person that I'm with," which is Will. My wife
and I got divorced in 1996, and like I said, that's another story maybe for
another time, but...
So then he started coming to events with me and he -- we would decorate, and he
was part of the -- excuse me [coughs] -- part of the decorating crew. And they
called him Balloon Man because he had
00:27:00the helium tank, and he had all the
balloons, and he would just whip these all out and get balloons all over the place.
So I joined the board, and then one of the members of the board had passed away
from AIDS, and he was the education chair, that was, that was Tom. And I said,
"Hey, if you need a new education chair, here I am." I said, "It's what I do,
it's one of the jobs that I do in my job description."
So I've been doing all of the education for FACT since 1992. Of course, I'm
still on the board, and they would not let me go. And then we had a former
00:28:00president -- a former board member, and she passed away -- not from AIDS, but
she had passed away. She was the treasurer of the organization which she was
also what was called a contingency chairperson. And the contingency chairperson
is the one that does all of the funding for clients, and I'll explain that a
little more down the road here. So I said, "Let me do that."
MF: Hi, I'm Mary, I'm back with David Moyer. We just took a quick break, and
David was telling us a little bit about his work with FACT on the -- directly
the educational mission for that organization. And I'm going to turn it back
over to him to talk a little bit about FACT's organizational structure and his
work with that.
DM: Yeah, oh, thank you. Well, FACT, like I said,
00:29:00started -- was really started
in 1986 -- '85--'86 with our -- for the LGBT community because nothing was being
done for their friends that were passing from AIDS. So their first events --
first event was this game up in -- a bar game up in -- at Rainbow Mountain in
the Poconos. And at that time, we had a lot of bars, so we had the Stonewall
Bar, we had Candida's, we had Jeff's City Line Pub, we had the Red Star from
Reading, we had the Glass Door, we had Blue Bugle up in the Stroudsburg area.
So they would all compete for a trophy but also to raise money. I think it was
like $15, which is still
00:30:00a steal today. We have not raised our prices since 1986
for the Summer games itself. It's a good event because you do -- you have
vendors, all different kinds of vendors, you have organizations, the other AIDS
organizations at that time. And we had plenty of them back in the day who would
bring in their literature and things that they would sell like T-shirts or ads
or things like that as did FACT, we had our own. We would sell these shirts like
I'm wearing, we have hats, we have keychains, we have all kinds of stuff.
And one year, AIDS Outreach, which is no more, they sold tree
00:31:00saplings, and you
could plant the trees, so there's a lot of trees that are planted up at Rainbow
Mountain that are still there, and you dedicated them in somebody that you knew
that had passed from AIDS. So there's trees planted there, there's trees planted
up at my house, I have two there, and at some of the gay campgrounds, Camp
Oneida, which is up near the border of Pennsylvania and New York State, I have
trees planted there, there's trees planted at Hillside. I don't think there's
planted any at The Woods Campground because this -- that was way too early for that.
So there's different committees in the
00:32:00organization. We have structure, we have
a president, we have a vice president, we have a secretary, we have a treasurer,
those are the four main. At present time, we have two co-chairs for the vice
chair and then we have, like I said, the others there. Personally, I have been
president twice, I've been vice president twice, I have been secretary three
times now because I'm now the current secretary besides being the -- contingency
and education chairperson. I've never been treasurer and I'm -- never will be
because I can't balance my own checkbook, but anyway, that's neither here nor there.
But FACT itself, we became incorporated as a 501[c][3] nonprofit. We are the
only
00:33:00agency still alive today that receives no city, state, or federal funding.
All the monies that we raise are raised through grassroots efforts, and that can
be through -- back in the day, we did house parties. Like I would have a house
party at my house, and maybe it was the start for that night of the house parties.
Maybe we would just do hors d'oeuvres and you'd go from there to maybe your
house where you would have drinks and then go somewhere else for -- or you do
the whole thing. You had the option of saying, okay, I'm going to charge $5,
$10, $25, $50, or you just put a big fishbowl out
00:34:00and put in what you can, and
then all that money comes back to FACT. That was one way of doing it.
And then there's bingos that we have; we continue to do bingos, we have wise --
wine tasting events, we still have the Summer games. There may be things during
the year like Pride. We would rent a bus to go up to Pride in New York, and you
could do whatever you want. We also have that in December for pre-Christmas. You
can go out in December and holiday shop or go to a show or do whatever you want
to do.
We had one board member who was very creative
00:35:00in writing murder mysteries, and
they were interactive murder mysteries, really, really good, Bruce Brown. And
Bruce still does radio shows here in -- at the Red Door from Muhlenberg College,
and he's done several of those.
The highlight of our year is our Snowball, and that's always in -- around World
AIDS Day. We had not raised the price on that either in years, but we're looking
at that now maybe upping some things. Membership, we've [inaudible] our
membership. There's different levels of membership that you can get there as
well. And like I said, the education component, we always have that
00:36:00at an event.
Whether we're doing bingo for Pride, we always have an information table along
with condoms and dental dams and lubrication and all that good stuff that -- for
safe sex. We're still promoting safe sex. Even this day and age, we still need
to do that.
One of things that I had incorporated in was being that I work for the health
department, I was able to go more places, and one of the big educational
components for me was in the prison. And we were in the prison every Thursday to
do education on a different unit because they had 12 different units in the
local prison here, and then we would get people to sign up for testing, then we
would go in on a
00:37:00Friday with our crew and just do testing.
And then if we had tested the week before, then one of us would just go to the
unit and do the test results in the unit. Unless there was a positive, then we
had to bring that person down and do that in the medical department area because
everybody will be warned about this is going to happen in case the person
freaked out or whatever, and so, and luckily, that never happened.
And then one of the big things in the last couple of years, of course the last
couple of years because of COVID, we were able to do this, is that two of the
State Reps Pete Schweyer and -- oh, my goodness, his name just went out of my
head -- Mike Schlossberg, they hold a senior fest over in the
00:38:00east side of
Allentown, and they've invited us -- FACT to be there for education because just
because you're old doesn't mean you're not frisky. [laughs] So we have condoms
available there too, and it's amazing the amount of people that stop.
But one of the things that we did also to entice people to come in at our table
is we do blood pressures so we -- because we can't do testing there. But we do
blood pressures, so we can do that, and we can talk to the person. And even if
they're not active, if they have grandchildren, we say, "Here, take a party pack
for your grandson or granddaughter or whatever."
And then I've also done several programs for -- at the Bradbury-Sullivan Center
for their Silk group, their
00:39:00teens. And I've also done programs at William Allen
High School and Dieruff. In fact, I was doing educational programs outside of
Lehigh County when I was with the city and then that had to stop because we're
encroaching in somebody else's territory, unless we get permission from the
county to come in and do that, so... So the education is -- still is ongoing. I
have a good friend Hollis who is part of the NAACP here in Lehigh Valley, and we
did a very big program for their group. So where we're needed, we go.
Probably around 1992,
00:40:00'93, we -- not us but a FACT Bucks County chapter was
formed, and they're in New Hope, located in New Hope. So they're our sister
chapter, they're still going strong, and sometimes we do events together, but
most of the part, they do their thing, and we do our thing.
Another thing that's -- that -- and I need to say this, is that even though we
support -- FACT supports the LGBT community, we are not recognized as an LGBT
organization because we have both straight and gay people on our board, and
that's important for people to know. I mean the majority of us are gay but --
00:41:00well, because we don't know.
One of the things too is that especially with the contingencies, which I'll
start talking about now, is that the -- what the contingency request is case
managers at Lehigh Valley Hospital in St. Luke's, they both have an HIV/AIDS
department, and they have case managers in those departments, and they have
clients -- obviously, they have clients.
So FACT was designed to help people who are infect-- that were infected by
HIV/AIDS. [We do not know who we are helping. All we know is that the person is
either infected or affected by HIV/AIDS. So you can be straight, you can be gay,
you can be asexual, you can be black,
00:42:00white, male, female, doesn't matter who
you are, if you need help and we can help, we do.
Now early on in the disease, we had a lot of different categories that we were
-- would fund. And in fact, we had a lot of money early on that we were able to
help support the -- not necessarily the hospitals, but the other AIDS
organizations with grants so that they could expand their organization. But with
the way things have been occurring, we don't do that anymore.
But we would help with rental, insurance, mortgage, drugs and medications are
drugs and
00:43:00medications covered by the special pharmaceuticals benefits program
that the state puts out, household items like maybe in the summer you need an
air conditioner, and we always had a supply of air conditioners handy at the
office they'd just take one, heating. And that's changed now because we have the
LIHEAP program, which is energy conservation for people with low income or no income.
Auto repair, some forms of transportation like for a person to get from -- they
have bus passes to get from their home to an employment because they didn't have
a car, and then the big one was the funeral expense, and we have all of those
categories for
00:44:00years. And we're in the process of changing -- well, we've
changed a lot of those. There's a lot of those that we don't fund anymore
because we don't need to. And now when COVID hit, nothing was being funded per
se, nothing was being funded. The only thing that we were funding were funerals.
And when we look at what's happened over the last two years plus, there isn't a
need for any of those other categories anymore other than the funeral expense.
So that's the only thing that we're going to be funding are funerals, and we'll
be upping the amount because each category had their amount.
You could apply to FACT twice in one calendar year and then you could come back
the following year if you needed something, and we could do that
00:45:00again. The
clients really are encouraged to find ways of being able to support themselves
because we're -- we really are considered the funders of last resort.
They'd go, the hospital would do some things because they have special funding
for their clients whether it's for HIV or AIDS or it could be a whole bunch of
other things, but they have those. Or they can go to AIDSNET, and AIDSNET serves
a six-county area. They do Lehigh, Northampton, Carbon, Monroe, Schuylkill and
Berks County, and they'll fund some things too that the hospitals won't be able
to fund, and if they can't fund them, then they come to FACT.
But none of those organizations will -- are able to fund
00:46:00funerals and so we're
-- that's where we're going to be at right now is funerals. And I know that
we're in the beginning of 2022, and we've already had four funerals this year
that we're funding. So that's pretty much where FACT is. We're the only
organization left. We had tons of organizations in the area, which were needed
at the time, and now with how the face of AIDS has changed, they really weren't
-- aren't needed anymore.
The one major one that I really was involved with was AIDS Outreach, and they
were the first organization to
00:47:00do -- and they were the first religious
organization to do anything and that was -- they -- that stemmed out of the
Episcopal church. And they started down in Easton before they moved to
Allentown, and they had what was called the Buddy program.
The Buddy program was you were trained -- you would come in, and you were
trained. You had -- it was like a two- to three-week course, usually on the
weekend, and you learned different aspects of HIV/AIDS and care, and that was
one of the things that I did. I did the education part for their clients. Once
they finished and were graduated, then you would be assigned to somebody that
was diagnosed with HIV or AIDS. You stayed with that person -- not physically
stayed with that person but you stayed with that person until they
00:48:00 died.
You would take them to appointments, you would -- if you had to feed them, bathe
them, whatever you had to do, that's what you did for that patient. Once that
patient died, you couldn't do anything for a year. You needed to have that year
off to regroup yourself and then you can come back if you wanted to. And they
were located then out of -- when they moved from Trinity Episcopal Church in
Easton, they moved to Grace Episcopal Church which is my home church here. And
they were there until 2000 and--either 7 or 8 is when they closed, so, yeah,
they
00:49:00 closed.
Gilead House, which was on the state hospital grounds of Allentown, they just
had gotten started and then they closed down. Berks AIDS Network, which is
called BAN, they're out of Reading, they've changed their whole dynamics and I
think they're doing just more than just HIV/AIDS. We used to have a Latino AIDS
outreach, which we don't have anymore. They were located -- they started in
Bethlehem, they moved to Allentown. We still have HAO, Hispanic AIDS
Organization. I think they're located down where the old -- where the original
Lehigh Valley Chamber of Commerce, it's at Fifth and
00:50:00Walnut. I'm trying to think
if we have any other organizations.
There is still a couple, but we had back -- back in the day, we had the AIDS
Task Force, and we had about 30 different organizations that were part of that,
a lot of church, the hospitals. [Rick Hoss?] was part of that, the blood banks
were part of that. There were so many organizations back in the day, which were needed.
And then you had the upspring of the AIDS organizations here, the -- not the
AIDS organizations, the LGBT organizations. Le-Hi-Ho, Lambda, and finally with
the Bradbury-Sullivan Center, which has done a lot of great stuff for the area
00:51:00here of -- they've helped me a lot especially with the loss of my husband. Then
we just keep going.
One of the things that I do in my presentations is I always end my talks with
one of my favorite movies is, and one of the first Hollywood big movies was
called Longtime Companion, and it takes place in New York and primarily like in
Fire Island, in that area. And the main character, his name is Willy, and there
was a whole group of his friends that always would get together and like people
still do. But he was the only one left, all his friends had died, and he's
walking on the beach in Fire Island,
00:52:00and the last line of the movie is, "All I
want is a cure and my friends back," and that's how I feel. I hate this disease.
I'm sorry, but [sighs] it's tough.
Back in the day, you had to know somebody or know where things were if you were
to go and meet somebody or hook up. We don't have that now. We have -- maybe I
shouldn't say we don't have that now, we don't. I'd say that we need it now, but
we have the internet. The internet has changed everything for everybody, not
just the gay community, but for
00:53:00everybody. You'd go to the bar and hopefully you
meet somebody and maybe get lucky and go home. Now you can sit in the comfort of
your living room in your pajamas or underwear or naked and cruise somebody on a
website and have cybersex, which is safe, but it's not fun. [laughter]
We had in the day -- this was our internet, I wanted to show this. It's called
The Damron Book, address book. If you were gay and in the know and you were a
traveler, that this is what you wanted because if you were going to go to... I'm
just going to pick out one in here -- Massachusetts, and I was going to go to
um,
00:54:00uh -- where we could go here, oh jeez -- Brockton, Massachusetts, there's an
area that says cruisy areas, so this is where you can go, and that's where you
would look at. Or you go to Chelsea, Massachusetts, there was only one bar
John's, and it was mixed, but it was mostly men, some women, and there's a code.
So you could tell if you -- let me see if I can get in here. There's a key code,
if you were looking for alcohol, beer, and wine, if there was a B in there, it
was multiracial clientele; if you were into leather, there would be an L there
for leather; N,
00:55:00nudity because there are some bars that you could be nude in, I
know that for a fact, it's down in New Orleans, SW had a swimming pool, okay, yeah.
So let's see or YC, young and college type. You could know where to go and what
you're going to be looking for. And I always had mine with me because I travel a
lot. Especially in the military, it's something that I had to hide, I really had
to keep that hidden because if that would've come out, I would've been out. But
then we get to a point where I would go to -- my unit would go a lot to
Gulfport, Mississippi.
There's a base down in Gulfport, and it's only like 70 miles from New Orleans.
And fortunately, I had a friend who lived in
00:56:00Quakertown, and he had moved to New
Orleans. His daughter was there, she opened up a -- her version of the Christmas
trees store, and so was all Christmas, right, just a bunch, she was also a
lesbian. And he was very creative, so he would make stuff for her to sell in the store.
When I knew that my unit was going to be going down there, I would contact him
and say, "Pete, I'm going to be in the area, do you got room for me?" So he
says, "Yeah, yeah, just let me know when you get here and then -- so he would
take me to all the places that I didn't have to -- I didn't need the book
because he had it firsthand in that.
But there were some wild bars down there that's -- I was very bad and very, very
bad.
00:57:00It's just changed, and I don't know how the younger crowd is really coping
with that. This is something that we lived through and had to find our way
through because we didn't have the stuff that we have now. And I don't know if
that's -- for me, I don't think that's fun, you need to be out there and
experience. So for the future of the LGBT community, I have no idea what it's
going to look like in 10 years.
I mean we thrived here in the Lehigh Valley, we had all these bars, we had --
the cruising place is still there, but you would have to be careful there
because of the police
00:58:00now. It wasn't like it was back in our days. We would
drive around and around, and I'd mentioned this before with my friend Tommy and
Eddie, we would drive around for hours just cruising, yeah, not necessarily
picking anybody up, but you can do that. You can't do that because you see the
signs, no, no cruising 7:00 to 10:00 pm. on this street or no cruising 6:00 to
9:00 p.m. on this street.
DM: So I don't know where it's going, I really don't. I know that for ME as a
gay man, I have lived through a lot. I've done a lot, there's still more for me
to do. I said when I get into this line of work with HIV that I will never stop,
I won't -- going as long as I
00:59:00can. I don't want to let my friends down because I
promised them that I would do this.
I have two diseases that I'm very passionate about, HIV and AIDS and ALS, Lou
Gehrig's disease. My husband died from Lou Gehrig's disease seven and a half
years ago, another horrible disease. Those are really the only two organizations
that I helped and I'm staying with.
And it's hard to get the younger generation involved in any of those type of
work or even an interest. I do have to
01:00:00commend, and I can't remember her last
name was. Her name is Rachel, she does a lot for -- she's a teacher at Allen
High School and she's the one that runs the GSL groups. And probably about five
years ago, we had -- the Bradbury-Sullivan Center had the -- a portion of AIDS
quilt on display down there, and she asked me to come in and speak to the kids
about my life as a gay man and work in HIV and that. And I think the thing that
grabbed them, the kids -- I mean they were interested in the quilt, but there
were people on that quilt that I knew and I think that was really meaningful for
-- to them, and it really kept their attention.
One story that I really do want to give to
01:01:00you is my first experience with the
quilt, and it was here at Muhlenberg College, and that was, I'm going to say '95
or '96 when it was here. I'm not exactly sure, I think it was '95 or '96. We had
all the organization that were still going were involved with that, and there
was a training on how to display the quilt because there's a whole ceremony.
If you haven't seen it, Google it because it's something that is really it's
intense. And we had it at the -- it was the Field House here on the campus. We
were in the small palestra and they had these
01:02:00huge boxes, there must have been
30 of these boxes if not more with the quilt panels. They come and they're
folded, so they're telling us, "This is what you need to do. Once you have the
panel, to fold the panel down it takes eight people to do it, a section." So
they said, "Go over and get one out of the box," so we go over and get one out
and put it down. And we each have our space where we're at, and we're opening it
and it's -- you do it very slowly.
It's like working with the American flag, you -- it's -- you do it, that's how
you do it. And I had the last corner of the one that I have, opened it
01:03:00up, and
looked at the name. His name was Steve [Kalisky?]. He was the one who was
responsible for me meeting my husband... I lost it. And what were the chances of
that, me getting that panel? It was meant to happen. I just -- I lost it, I said
-- I still get... And I brought Will out that night, so he could be with me when
it was
01:04:00opened, and that -- [sighs] I don't know where to go from here.
MF: You're describing a lot of moving events that occurred in our community, the
bringing the quilt here to the Lehigh Valley. You've also talked about the
Snowball, you talked about the Summer games, and you've talked about the public
health piece of your work both with the Allentown Health Bureau and also with FACT.
DM: Mm-hmm.
MF: I'm wondering about FACT's relationship to other AIDS organizations?.
Because you're working in two different fields, you're also part of the Buddy --
the Buddy
01:05:00program, but there was a program out of the Lambda center that I think
became AIDS Services. But how are all of those organizations working together or
were they not?
DM: No, they were, --
MF: working together?
DM: -- they were. And I say this at conferences that I've gone to. Me
personally, I have been so blessed and honored to work with the amount of
organizations that we have in the Lehigh Valley. They all work together, they
always have, they always will. When one fails, it's like a failure for all of us
whether that failure is good or bad. It's good that we don't need the Buddy
program anymore for as much I loved it, we
01:06:00don't, I mean the people are living a
lot longer.
Yes, people are still dying, but they don't need that, that extra kick or
whatever it is. And the thing that really, really impresses me, we have two
major hospitals here in the Lehigh Valley. We have St. Luke's and we have Lehigh
Valley, and they're always at odds with each other, they are. Well, let's build
a bigger one here, let's build -- let's put two together here.
The AIDS organizations or AIDS department in each of those two hospitals are
like this. You don't see that, you don't see that in Philadelphia, you don't see
that in New York, you don't see that anywhere. You see it here, and that's --
that impresses
01:07:00me, and that is something that I tell people. We are all in this
together, we are, and if you can't work together, it's not going to work. You're
setting yourself up for failure really is what it is, so...
I have another story that's not really AIDS related, but it's about my husband,
about my late husband. And I guess his and my coming out -- we were together
for, I'm going to say, seven or eight years, at least seven or eight
01:08:00years if
not more. And one of the goods things is that his whole family is just great,
absolutely great. But his mother and his older sister -- because his younger
sister was living in Florida for like 25 years, and she's back here now -- but
they would go to a lot of the events.
One of the events that I didn't mention was called Summer Solstice, and we
always did it around the twenty-first of June, and we always had it at a private
home somewhere. Our former vice president who just passed away several months
ago, Carl he had it -- he hosted it at his place and he had the entire meal up
in -- off of 512 for a couple of years. But there was a prominent New York
doctor who had a place down in
01:09:00Coopersburg, Center Valley, a private area, jeez,
and huge pond and -- but a huge house in this. But we had it down there and we
took his sister and his mother along down there.
His mother was always the center of attraction, a little woman, crazy for her,
loved her. And so we're getting pretty lit, and we're coming home, and we got
back to the house, opened up some more champagne and or whatever, we're still
drinking. And Will decided he was going to go to bed, so he went to bed, so it
was just the three of us, me, Fern, and Vicky. And somehow, it came up
01:10:00about me
or Will not being married yet. And Vicky looks at his -- at her mother, she
says, "Think, Mom, they're gay." And she said, "What do you mean gay?" "They're
gay, they've been together -- living together for almost 10 years now," and she
said, "Oh, my son's gay." [laughs]
Now, neither one of them were able to drive home because they wanted to go home,
called the cab, and Vicky says to me the next day, "Oh my God, I can't believe
01:11:00Fern, I can't believe her" -- because she called her Fern -- "all she kept
saying to the cab driver is, 'My son's gay, my son's gay.'" [laughs] and she
said, "Everybody knows." Well, she didn't know, and Dad didn't know either. He
may have suspected, but he never said anything, and he's one of these...
But we always got along, nothing was ever said about -- you know. They were at
my wedding when I get married to Betsy. I mean nothing was said that -- to Dad
that well, you know, your son's gay or whatever, and we still didn't say it
because we never -- when we would be together for dinners or parties or
something at their house because it was always -- we either
01:12:00met at their place
or we met at our place, depending on what the holiday was because we would
always do Mother's Day and Father's Day for his parents, Christmas and
Thanksgiving was always at their place but anyway.
I don't know where I'm going with this; there was something else I was going to
say about that. Oh, gosh, what was it? Oh, when Will passed, and that was
September of 2014, and we did everything at the church. His dad was there, he
didn't go to the cemetery, but he was there for the viewing, he was there for
the funeral mass and that.
01:13:00And they were taking everything out to the hearse,
and they said he didn't want to go to the cemetery, but I get up and I stood in
front of him, and I said, "You know I loved your son," and he said, "I know,"
and that's where we left it.
So now we can talk, we talk up -- if we're together, but this one's gay or that
one's gay or whatever. My great-niece's best friend is gay, still in high school
yet. Everything is good, everything is good. Now I couldn't have asked for a
better family than his, all of them, all of
01:14:00them. There wasn't anybody in his
family that looked down on us because we were gay, every one of them.
When Will and I were going to have a commitment ceremony at our church because
it still wasn't legal in Pennsylvania. It came a couple of months later, but we
had been married in California, but we wanted to do something at our church. I
had not been out to -- my only two relatives, really relatives that are alive
and my -- were alive on my side were my aunt and uncle, my mother's brother, and
I called them up -- no, I asked them to come over for dinner.
So they came for dinner, and I said, "I -- we have something that we want to
tell you, and we want to ask you and you can either say
01:15:00yes or no," and I said,
"Will and I when we were in California, we were -- we got married, and we want
to have a commitment ceremony at our church, would you come?"
They knew, we never discussed anything but we -- they knew, and they were so
grateful that we included them in because that's -- they were the only relatives
on my side. When they died -- I'm the last on my side, when I die, blood line
ends. My daughter doesn't count, I shouldn't say it that way, but she doesn't
count, she's not a boy so she can't carry on my name. Indirectly she could but
it's all messed up, so... But, yeah, I wanted to get that in
01:16:00there, so... I have
been very blessed to have the support that I've had over these years.
My faith community is by far the best. I have two parishioners who are
originally from -- well, [Haley?] has risen from here, but her husband is
Filipino, but they lived in California for years and they -- because he has --
he still has family out there, so they go out occasionally. And when Will died,
passed away, somebody let them know that he had died, and they called me
01:17:00immediately, and they canceled the rest of their trip and came home just to help
support me. Who does that?
You hear so many horror stories in the LGBT community, getting kicked out or
being spit on or being assaulted or being murdered, I feel -- there's times
where I feel guilty because I haven't had any of that. I mean I've had some
looks and some comments but few and far between, not by anybody in my immediate circle.
Even some of the guys in my military unit
01:18:00knew I was gay. You do your job, and
that's what I'm there for, I do my job, what I do on my own time is my own time.
Yeah, I would go out and party with them, and I would go to the strip clubs, and
I'd get up on this stage with the girls and do all kinds of things, not sexual
but have a good time.
I think they really appreciated that, that I'm not the typical faggot for lack
of better words. I am who I am; I can have a good time with anybody. I just
don't know. I pray that the
01:19:00next generation, upcoming generation, is going to be
okay and not have a lot of negativity or stuff because there's just way too much
of that now.
You didn't see that back in the days. You didn't see drag queens getting killed
or transgender people getting mugged or killed or -- it's just it's like an
epidemic. That shooting down at the Pulse nightclub in Florida that -- a couple
of years ago, you don't see that. And I think that's another good thing about
the area here, maybe we're just special.
There was very little trouble in any of the gay bars here or even at the events.
Early on in the
01:20:00Pride festivals that we had at Cedar Beach and that we would
have protestors, not a lot, but there'd be some there, but it was peaceful,
peaceful yeah. Nobody was flaunting anything, well some of the drag queens were,
but that's a given. So I don't know if we're just fortunate to be where we are
and have what we have, I don't know.
MF: So, David we're right up almost at the end of our 90 minutes, and before we
close the interview, I just want to give you some space. Is there anything we
didn't talk about today that you really wish we would have and that you'd like
to share now?
DM: Ohm, I think we've covered... I mean I could've talked a bit more about my
sexual
01:21:00experiences, but I don't know. [laughs] That's for the book. I'm grateful
to you for wanting to do this. I'm open, I try to be as open as I can. I think
we covered -- I really wanted to get in there about my husband and my marriage,
which never should've happened, but it did. That soured me for a few years
because it wasn't -- it wasn't me that wanted to end the divorce, it was me that
ended the divorce, but it wasn't me that was at fault.
There's little
01:22:00tidbits here and there of things that I may have missed that are
okay, but I think for the most part, that I've answered what you were or gave
you whatever you were looking for. If there's anything that I think of, I'll let
you know, but at this point I think we're good.
Just use what I gave you to include, yeah, paper-wise, and if there's anything
else that you need from me, just let me know, and if I can find it, I will
gladly help out any way I can because this -- this is just so important. I mean
I don't know how many others like this are going on in the country. Hopefully,
there's more because we can't be swept under
01:23:00the carpet. We're here, we're
queer, get over it, I'm ending there.
MF: What a wonderful way to end. Thank you so much, David, for speaking with me
today. I'm so grateful to hear your life story. I'm really, really moved by what
you shared today. Thank you.
DM: You're welcome, you're welcome.
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