Steve Ziminsky, July 20, 2020

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00:00:00 - Interview Introduction

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Partial Transcript: LIZ BRADBURY: And I’m also going to turn on my audio recording backup, when...

STEVE ZIMINSKY: (coughs) Getting louder on this end. Good.

LB: Oh, is it better? Can you hear me okay?

SZ: I see it says, “Recording.”

00:04:46 - Working part-time at Grace Lutheran Church in Macungie during the pandemic

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Partial Transcript: LB: So talk about... So you’re not working now. So that’s a good thing, compared to other teachers, like.

SZ: I’m a retired music teacher, almost thirty-three years in music ed. But I’m also -- am working my part-time job. The church never closed. So we’re doing video services each week.

00:06:40 - Grace Lutheran operations during the pandemic

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Partial Transcript: LB: So h--? So you’re working. And was that plan all -- that they would just continue, right away? Were they closed at all during that time, the church?

SZ: They really weren’t closed. There was one week, March 15th, where it was kind of optional for staff, if we wanted to come. And I just didn’t feel right that day. So I thought, “I’ll stay away.” But ever since March 15th... And we even did some Wednesday services. They’re all on YouTube.

00:07:13 - Changed vacation plans due to pandemic

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Partial Transcript: SZ: And then I even got my vacation Sundays. And even though I’m not going anywhere... Anywhere I was going to go is all canceled or postponed to next year. But I at least got a chance to get some time off. And we had (inaudible) figure in advance. I did get some time off.

LB: Did you have a vacation plan?

SZ: The one week, no, and one week, yes. This coming Sunday, I probably would have been going... I was really thinking of going to New Orleans.

00:07:34 - Postponed Black and White Men Together conference in New Orleans, Louisiana

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Partial Transcript: SZ: The one week, no, and one week, yes. This coming Sunday, I probably would have been going... I was really thinking of going to New Orleans.

LB: Ah!

SZ: There’s a convention that was going to be held there. And then we start seeing... New Orleans really had an outbreak there. And I didn’t even buy the airline ticket. That’s when, I think, you’re really committed, when you buy the airline ticket. I’m so... And so they’re talking next year. But they’re also talking a video element to the convention. So if you don’t want to risk things and do that -- you can watch the key parts right online, like this.

LB: And that’s a convention for people who are music...?

SZ: Well, actually it’s a gay-related convention --

LB: Oh!

SZ: -- Black and White Men Together.

00:08:22 - Socializing through Zoom

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Partial Transcript: LB: So have you been communicating with a lot of people? Like have you done other Zoom things and...? Probably ha--

SZ: Oh, plenty of Zoom things. In fact, the most unusual one is I belong to several eating groups. We would get together like once a month. And so now what we do is go out to a restaurant or a place, bring something back, put it on our desk here, and eat and watch each other.

00:09:30 - Communication with family

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Partial Transcript: LB: So are you communicating with other people? Like...? Do you have family around and that stuff?

SZ: Not really in this area. I do have living family. But the parents are dead. The grandparents are dead. The cousins are spread all over the country. I think the closest one is up in the Poconos area. And I haven’t really communicated there too much. And there’s some in Florida. And on the other side of the family, one of the things that really kind of hit was that one of my former roommates, as well as my aunt, who is now ninety-one... Sh-- I happened to visit her in early March. And then, all of a sudden, you know, no more visits anywhere, for either of those two. And then she was transferred to a different nursing home. And I’m not the power of attorney. But another one of my cousins is. And all of sudden, you found out, “Oh, by the way, she’s been moved.” So... She’s kind of death -- profoundly deaf and really is very quiet. So she never got to see the new nursing home. They just put her in a room. They bring the food to you. And it’s been this way for several months. And then the same thing with the former roommate that was here for ten years. And he’s over at ManorCare, in Bethlehem.

00:09:54 - Inability to visit former roommate and aunt in their respective nursing homes

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Partial Transcript: SZ: And on the other side of the family, one of the things that really kind of hit was that one of my former roommates, as well as my aunt, who is now ninety-one... Sh-- I happened to visit her in early March. And then, all of a sudden, you know, no more visits anywhere, for either of those two. And then she was transferred to a different nursing home. And I’m not the power of attorney. But another one of my cousins is. And all of sudden, you found out, “Oh, by the way, she’s been moved.” So... She’s kind of death -- profoundly deaf and really is very quiet. So she never got to see the new nursing home. They just put her in a room. They bring the food to you. And it’s been this way for several months. And then the same thing with the former roommate that was here for ten years. And he’s over at ManorCare, in Bethlehem.

LB: Liam?

00:10:54 - Video chatting with former roommate, Liam, living at ManorCare, Bethlehem

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Partial Transcript: SZ: At least ManorCare is having these weekly video chats -- (dog coughing) and they usually are pretty good about. [00:11:00] Thursday, the phone rings. And you get to see him, get to talk. And he did have COVID. I’m trying to think of some of those questions you had on your list there --

LB: Yeah.

00:11:20 - Liam testing positive for/Living with Covid-19

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Partial Transcript: LB: Okay. So Liam was sick?

SZ: Yes. And they gave him like... I think it was the third test he tested positive on. The first two, no. But he had always that, kind of... He’s very weak. And so then they said he had COVID. And then they kind of moved him to a different room. And it turned out the whole place... They were sending out emails like a lot. And they were up to over one hundred people --

00:11:36 - Moving Liam and many other Covid-positive patients to different rooms/ManorCare location and layout

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Partial Transcript: SZ: And then they kind of moved him to a different room. And it turned out the whole place... They were sending out emails like a lot. And they were up to over one hundred people --

LB: Wow.

SZ: -- including patients and staff. And it’s only a four-story building. And...

00:12:04 - Spread of Covid-19 to the ManorCare 2029 building

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Partial Transcript: SZ: But the 2029 for a while didn’t have it. And then, all of a sudden, it just hit. And it’s not from the visitors, because there are not visitors. And we went -- just couldn’t wait till each week. And they finally got a way to communicate. You could talk to them. And he’s hoping to get back to his room. But again, he’s moved to another room. The rooms are all the same -- the same floor. It’s just down the hallway a little bit more. So, fine, you know?

00:12:32 - Why Liam and other patients were moved/ManorCare protocols

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Partial Transcript: LB: They moved him to a different room, because they thought the room was contaminated or something?

SZ: Well, he had it. And then his first roommate, who he’s had quite a while --

LB: Oh, I see

00:13:31 - Liam's other illnesses/Vulnerability of older people to Covid-19

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Partial Transcript: LB: Ah. Well, Liam has other illnesses, doesn’t he?

SZ: Yeah. He has quite a few things. And so he’s kind of confined to his bed. But he is talking. I mean, his mind is fine.

LB: Yeah. Is he about your age?

00:14:47 - Video chatting with Liam via Duo

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Partial Transcript: LB: So you’ve been talking to him via like a Zoom thing or just on the phone or...?

SZ: It’s called Duo.

LB: Oh.

SZ: Yeah. That’s what they use. So I had to...

00:15:03 - Possibly catching Covid-19/ Cancelling plans because of Covid-19

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Partial Transcript: LB: What’s your biggest concern about this? Are you concerned about you getting it?

SZ: I can’t prove that I had it but I think I did.

LB: Oh, yeah?

00:16:18 - Possible Covid-19 symptoms/No such diagnosis as Covid-19 at the time

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Partial Transcript: LB: Did you have a sense of smell?

SZ: I don’t remember that.

LB: They say...

SZ: But I do remember my appetite was down.

LB: Well, that’s a big thing. Yeah.

00:17:26 - Virtual doctor's visits

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Partial Transcript: LB: I guess that you could, at the hospital, have them check to see if you have antibodies in your blood.

SZ: Yeah, but... I have to wait for my next doctor visit. And at least it’ll be in person. My last doctor visit was over like something like this.

00:18:03 - Possible inaccurate diagnosis of bronchitis

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Partial Transcript: SZ: I mentioned it to the doctor and she thought that, “No, you had something else, bronchitis of some kind.” Well, it could be that too. Because a lot of bronchitis symptoms are similar too. And I was really pushing it.

LB: I don’t know. The things that you’re describing, though, they’re some... I’ve had bronchitis and I didn’t have diarrhea from it.

00:19:02 - Recovery process/Covid-19 affecting people differently

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Partial Transcript: SZ: And as it was, I went home and I took it real easy. And I could eat again. And everything kind of went back to being fine. But I never had it where... All your insides were rumbling there, while we were waiting for the bus. It was...

LB: Well...

SZ: I don’t want to chance this, so...

00:19:56 - Biggest concerns regarding the pandemic and the LGBT community/Protesting with Black Lives Matter, anti-Trump protests

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Partial Transcript: LB: So what’s your biggest concern during the pandemic, in terms of the LGBT community? What do you think about that?

SZ: Well, we’re all trying to survive. Yesterday I got to see part of the Reading pride festival online.

00:21:39 - Thoughts on Dr. Rachel Levine/Governor Tom Wolf

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Partial Transcript: LB: So how about being able to see Rachel Levine, on the videos tha-- Dr. Rachel Levine, who’s our Secretary of Health? That’s been a pretty positive thing for me. I don’t know about you. How do you feel about that?

SZ: Very positive. I don’t watch every single day. But sometimes you’re at your phone and, all of a sudden, “Oh, [00:22:00] the governor’s coming on.” And usually, Rachel’s on. And she’s very good. And it’s a very public spot. And usually the advice is right. I’m very enthusiastic about the governor too. Because he’s under a lot of pressure.

00:22:25 - Thoughts on school openings

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Partial Transcript: LB: Well, as a teacher or as a retired teacher... Because you were a teacher for a long, long, long time, in the Allentown School District, and from school to school. So you really traveled around from school to school. What do you think about opening schools?

SZ: They should stay online, no matter what it is. I know it’s not as good as in person. And I was sharing some things on Facebook about this. But if I think of my last schedule that I had, I had two schools. I was six days at one school and two days at another school. And in eight days, [00:23:00] eight school days, you saw every child once. Now imagine if, around day eight... You know, the first few days -- probably going to go really well. But then, all of a sudden, if one teacher even has it, you’ve now exposed the entire school --

00:25:25 - Teacher friend's thoughts on school openings/Teachers leaving school before the pandemic

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Partial Transcript: LB: What about...? Have you talked to...? Because you were talking about going with other retired teachers on a trip. So... Or... And this teacher that -- you were talking, before we got on Zoom today -- that you went for a walk with... Who’s a current teacher?

SZ: Yes.

00:26:20 - Lack of communication over school openings/ Health dangers with school openings

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Partial Transcript: SZ: But you hear about all the online meetings but nothing’s been said. And it would be nice for them to know. Are we going to stay online? It would save the school district a lot of money. They have to go out and buy this stuff and adapt the buildings. And then, “Oh, we’re not doing that this year.”

LB: I can’t imagine that... I mean, if the guidelines for the state are that you’re not supposed to be in a circumstance where there’s more than 250 people... Well, really, a school, even though you have classrooms, the kids are circulating around, though. So I don’t know if we have --

00:30:14 - Historic lack of air conditioning in schools

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Partial Transcript: LB: They’ve closed schools just for flu, in the past, or for measles outbreak or for something.

SZ: Or today, for heat.

LB: For what?

SZ: Heat. Some of our buildings aren’t air con--

LB: Oh, heat. I...

SZ: If you’re in Florida there, it gets brutal!

00:32:33 - Dealing with lack of air conditioning and social distancing

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Partial Transcript: LB: So what that would do is create situations, particularly in September, when it can still be very, very hot, where they would try to move kids -- or normally they would move kids to rooms that had air conditioning. So it’d be more kids in one space.

SZ: But then there you are, as a... You’re a kid in the air conditioned room. And now other kids are coming to join you. And then, are they going to kick you out?

LB: Yeah. Yeah.

00:33:11 - Students and teachers wanting to return to school/lack of student social development

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Partial Transcript: SZ: But I have one friend who is going to be seventy-four in December, and hasn’t had it or anything. But his wife is very -- she has lupus -- much younger than him. His son is nineteen, just finished L-Tri-C and going to Kutztown. And if one of those gets it and brings it home, that could really... But he’s had two heart attacks, got diabetes -- almost seventy-four. And, oh, yeah, he wants to go back. Like, well... So there are some teachers, they want to go back. But it’s like, why?

00:34:34 - Possibility of students infecting each other

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Partial Transcript: LB: --the problem is, though, that those kids will still infect each other. And --

SZ: They could. Yeah.

LB: -- it’s impossible to not h--

SZ: A huge room and a lot of computers.

LB: I don’t see how they could do that. I don’t see how you could have a group of twenty kids in one room and not have them carrying an illness, no matter what they did. I mean, you just can’t keep kids from... It’s like saying, “Well, you know, of course they’ll wash their hands every single time they go to the bathroom.”

00:35:24 - Use of queer dating or hookup apps

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Partial Transcript: LB: Oh, here’s a good question. Have you spent any time on queer dating or hookup apps?

SZ: Not really. Because it doesn’t matter if they’re in another country or in your state or just down the road. The chance of actually meeting somebody, it’s a bit of a risk.

LB: Yeah, that’s true. That’s true.

00:36:19 - Pandemic affecting restaurant music jobs

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Partial Transcript: LB: So in general, has it affected your life pretty significantly? What’s the biggest effect that it’s had on your life?

SZ: Well, biggest thing is you do have to stay in a lot more. And I had a piano-playing job in a restaurant.

LB: Oh, yeah.

00:38:12 - Discussion of limited capacity at venues

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Partial Transcript: SZ: But it’s like -- it’s really unsafe now. Now, that same place has an outdoor pavilion. But you’re talking September, October? You know. That’s kind of rough. And then we have a big job up in the Poconos, almost near New York State. And that’s in October. And, yeah, we have a date. It’s a beautiful facility. It’s a beautiful area. But again you’re talking probably several hundred people. Then they’re going to bring in German dancers. I just don’t think that’s going to happen this year.

00:39:42 - Grace Lutheran Church at limited capacity/ Popularity of events through streaming, Zoom

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Partial Transcript: SZ: And that’s why I’m happy that the church is doing something. And then, with this cutback, we were, again, making plans to reopen in August. And now it looks like, well, maybe September or later. And as the church musician, I’m looking ahead and thinking, “What are we doing to do for Christmas?” And [00:40:00] all the things that happen around the Christmas season... It’s like, well, I think we’re just going to, you know... And then, when you find out and you have to go through the denomination, you have to go through the state guidelines too -- but when you find out what you can actually do in a church service, live, according to the official rule, there’s not much at all. And so they’re getting more to watch the video than they are if you actually showed up.

00:41:42 - Health risks of having in-person events

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Partial Transcript: LB: Now, we have some people who have said that they don’t want to do it on Zoom. And Adrian has said, “Well, you know, some people won’t do it on Zoom. They only will do it in public. So if we can open for the public for some of our support groups, that would be a good thing.” But I don’t know. Because, [00:42:00] you know, if we make somebody sick, it’s going to look awful bad.

SZ: And if it stays in the air or got on something they touched and then somebody else touches it... Bathrooms...

00:42:45 - Walking at the Lehigh Parkway and Trexler Park/ Health concerns while walking

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Partial Transcript: LB: So you’ve been going to the park a lot, to go for walks?

SZ: Two to three times a week.

LB: That’s nice.

SZ: And sometimes the walking partner’s there. Sometimes, if that’s not available, I do it by myself. And sometimes what I’ve done als-- I live so close [00:43:00] to Trexler park. And sometimes I’ll go there.

00:45:04 - Postponement of American Theatre Organ Society convention to 2021

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Partial Transcript: LB: So you were looking at the possibility of going to a convention, that was a queer convention, in New Orleans then, huh?

SZ: Well, actually, there was three conventions I could have gone to.

LB: Oh, that’s the...

SZ: And they all were moved into next year.

LB: Ah. What were they?

SZ: Well, the one is called the American Theatre Organ Society. And they were going to go back to Indianapolis. And I’d been there. Just about like five, six years ago, they had it there too. And not much has changed, really --

00:46:02 - Not being able to give concerts during the pandemic--specifically discusses organ concerts

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Partial Transcript: SZ: It’s like now, well, you can’t give any concerts, you can’t do anything. And then another friend of mine, who plays theater organ as well as classical organ, he’s not doing anything. If your church isn’t doing... And we have churches in the area here that basically... They do it from home. It’s like video mashup of something. I have another friend who used to be a pastor, who is now a church musician himself. And he brought a keyboard from church to his home. So he doesn’t have an organ. He just plays this keyboard. And that gets put on their service somehow. And he hasn’t been at his church in six months. I had a substitute, recently, who confided in me that this person hasn’t played the pipe organ in six months -- but did very well. But it’s kind of like you get a rough time, when you can’t get on an instrument.

00:47:00 - Still being able to play organ at church because of special dispensation/service video streams

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Partial Transcript: SZ: I have an organ at home. But I haven’t really needed to use it. Because I get out to chur-- And that was a nice thing. Because when this started in March, there was a special thing that you were allowed to be on the road to get out to church to practice. If anybody would have stopped me, you know... Because you were supposed to now... But there was a dispensation that you could... Well, then, if you’re out at church, you could stop at a convenience store and get a little something to eat. And then that was... So you kind of could get out. But you had to -- yeah -- be careful of it that way. But then... So, luckily. But they’ve been clamping down, to say, “Look, the only people are there, the people that do these video. That’s... And the church secretary. That’s it.” It’s...

00:47:53 - Discussion of other people who have caught the virus

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Partial Transcript: LB: So you were talking about... Do you know anybody...? You did talk a little bit about people. And certainly you were talking about Liam, who’s had this. Have you [00:48:00] known anybody else who has had the virus? You talked pretty much about that already, I guess.

SZ: One that I really knew was Liam. Other people --

LB: No.

00:48:36 - Discussion of pandemic on mental health/ Life during the pandemic

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Partial Transcript: LB: So how do you think this is -- think it’s affecting your mental health? You feel different? I m-- do you feel despair or great hope or about the same? Or what do you think?

SZ: Overall, I keep so busy each day...

LB: That’s good.

00:49:52 - Discussing the possibility of playing electric keyboard at Brick Tavern Inn in Quakertown

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Partial Transcript: LB: What was the restaurant that you were doing a gig at?

SZ: Brick Tavern Inn, in Quakertown. And they have an outdoor [00:50:00] patio. And it’s very nice. And they’d always talked about, you know, “You bring your own keyboard.” And I’d be willing to do that. But now you’re twenty-five percent capacity. And you’re stuck on the weather. I mean, weather today is really hot. Other weekends, in the past, it’s been really, you know... It’s over a mountain. So the weather we have here, they may have the same thing or not. And sometimes it comes really fast, because they’re kind of close to the mountain. And, all of a sudden, there you are with your keyboard-- your electric keyboard and it starts to rain. Now what?

00:51:09 - Feeling sorry for musician friends who need a band to perform

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Partial Transcript: SZ: I feel sorry for my other friends that are in -- or play instruments like, say, drums. Well, you need a band. A drum solo is nice for two or three minutes at the most. And then you need something else. Or bassoon. Well, you need an orchestra. You need a small group. By yourself, that’s... But piano’s nice, because... Piano and organ, you can be your one-person band that way, and it’s nice. At least I’m playing. That’s the important thing. And that’s what I’m happy about.

00:52:01 - Thoughts for future generations regarding the pandemic

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Partial Transcript: LB: Yeah, I think we’ve hit everything on here. Let me ask you this. If you imagine that this video, which is going into the archives at Muhlenberg...? And I’ve been doing a lot of these. I told you before that I did a bunch of AIDS -- ones about AIDS. And I did ten of those. And those were pretty interesting. Oh, and you were... You’ve already talked about some of your protesting stuff. I’ve asked everybody what they were concerned about with regard to Black Lives Matter and with regard to political

00:54:54 - The impact of boycotting certain brands, companies, and restaurants for political reasons

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Partial Transcript: SZ: And certain brands, you’ve learned now, it’s li-- We’re never going to that restaurant, never going to buy that brand of jeans -- and other things that way. And it’s like, you know, you cons--

LB: Talk about the... I think this is an important thing. Because Trish was just saying that somebody said that, when you go into a store right now, the only beans on the shelf are Goya. Because no one is buying them.

00:56:51 - Huge pandemic stimulus mistakenly going to large corporations instead of small businesses

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Partial Transcript: SZ: What I’ll mention online too is that Ruth’s -- Chris -- Steakhouse --

LB: Yeah.

SZ: -- a very fine steakhouse... And they try... And then they got caught. So they gave the money back.

LB: Yeah.

00:58:10 - Conclusion

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Partial Transcript: LB: And so is there anything else you want to say or toss in or talk about here?

SZ: Not really. It’s been very nice talking with you.

LB: It’s been lovely talking with you! I don’t get to see you enough. And I’ve known you --